I find this concept, of writing to my future self, difficult to wrap my own head around. I remember being 12 and fantasizing about how my life would look, and feel, and be when I was in my 20s and 30s. This feels a bit the same, doesn't it? I do feel a bit wiser and more worldly than I was when I was 12. Although, I like to think that I still maintain the inner youth and vitality that my 12 year old self did with such ease.
I imagine this letter might be an opportunity to reassure my future self of many of the neuroses I struggle with now. I think that they will probably evolve but still maintain a theme of what is current in my life now.
So what is it that I long to tell the future me? Two things: you are enough AND you are NOT too much. You don't have to have it all figured out. Nobody has it all figured out. We are all just stumbling through our own humanness and that is precisely where the beauty lies, isn't it? Growth and evolution happen no matter what, try not to be so hard on yourself.